nothing but a question

I don't know how it started
I hardly remember any reason
all I know is this feeling
so insecure

Still I can't face myself
I hardly look in the mirror
afraid of the unknown
waiting there for me

and it's been nothing
but a simple question
which puzzles me
and destroys me

I feel helpless
can't find any rest
and it feels
like I'm falling

Written on 30th June 2008
© Sean Dimitjana Barleben